reborn chapt 104

oh gawd.. i cried when i read chapt 104 of KHR. the bond between gokudera and his beloved tenth is just soo beautiful <3<3

gokudera came back coz he wanted to see fireworks again with tsuna.. omg .. my fangirlyness is continuously rising as high as the sky~ as crazy as Belphegor is, i still effing adore him. like he's such a adorable sexy bratty prince.. kyaaarkk. i definitely will draw him .. when i have time XD

oh earlier, i watched honey and clover as well.. no doubt, no character can replace Morita .. he truely is one of a kind<3 but he's leaving for america.. noooo.. ahaha i can't wait to see him go blonde XD

mann i will definitely wake up early tomorrow and continue to read more of KHR.. eventhough i already know what'll happen.. woot the Rain vongola rings tournament~ this is gonna be freaking sweeeeet!

i'm worned out..

gohh my head feels really worned out. coz i've been sitting in front of my laptop reading KHR for hours. not that i'm complaining coz its damn hella AWESOME! well.. i already watch the anime up until theTYL arc but i wanted to increase my hecking fangirlyness so i decided to read the manga as well. i'm a really slow reader coz i tend to read one pg again and again so rite now i've only reached up until the 82nd chapter. the mukuro arc ended and the vongola ring arc is coming up.


WOOT i can't effing wait. eventhough i already know what'll happen. hahaha.

akira amano. u r the godzz!! i love u for creating khr and for making me turn into a complete crazed obsessive fangirl. *swoooon

i have a new obsession

yesterday i followed my mom and siblings to IKEA. it was ok i guess and my mom bought a whole bunch of kitchen stuff.. then after finish paying the stuff and all.. she just found out that she bought 2 sets of cuttlery that costs about RM 280 something something.. she was horrified coz she thought that the cuttlery was only RM 50 something for each set. ahha.. she better check the price of stuffs that she buys next time..


oh yeah after that, we went to KLCC. at first we went there so that my sis and i colud watch HSM 3 .. but then it was already getting late so my mom said that we should just watch it another time.. so instead we went to Kinokuniya. i love to go to kinokuniya coz there's an art section and a manga section and plus there's the really cool Japanese section coz best of all, there's a lot of animanga artbook over there. previously, i've bought minekura kazuya's Salty-Dog and i will forever freaking cherish it for the rest of my life .. kyaaa

and yesterday, i bought two more illustration books! one is of hachimitsu to kuroba ( chica umino ) and another is a compilation of Korean Illustration.

i really love both of them, and i hope that i can buy more of these books in the future!

artblock dooodles

i'm having an art block rite now.. i feel ..really gwaaaahh.. so here's some random stupid doodles i did for umm .. no particular reason~

another random journal

today i ate the same thing for breakfast and lunch .. and tea =_=; ughh.. so it was some some japanese rice crackers, umm.. some seedless crimson grapes, a bowl of melted bitter chocolate, umm.. oh some sausages and glasses of plain water. mann.. i really want to eat some juicy rib eye steak rite now.. gwaaahh

oh today i finished watching the hataraki man anime~ its really nice and the main character, a woman named Matsukata Hiroko is a very inspiring character.. she's very hardworking.. unlike lazy fatass me.. and rite now i'm watching a new series called 'hatenkou yuugi'. i reaaly like this anime.. but somehow in each episode somebody ends up dying...

oh oh.. and one of my illustrations came out in the gempak magazine of issue 216 and i think i won a prize.. ahaha not really sure though..though.. there it is.. my crappy ugly illustration..
oh gawd his ears are so long and dislocated ahahahaha

watch-anime frenzy!

lately.. i've been waking up early in the morning just to watch some animes.. coz i've found out that the internet connection in the mornings are super damn fast and so if i wanna download some anime video it will finish downloading super damn fast and i will be super damn happy coz i can watch animes right away n not wait for damn long hours like i used to~

so i thought i should list some of my must watch animes :~

- kateikyou hitman reborn
- Bleach
- hatenkou yuugi
- skip beat
- kuroshitsuji
- shugo chara
- vampire knight guilty
- ouran
- hataraki man


gwaahh so many too watch.. oh! and yesterday, i've just finished watching this anime called 'Antique Bakery' . its about 4 guys who works in a cake shop and so on and so on.. it was worth watching because i now feel despair because i already finished watching.. hwaaa..

ahh i don't feel so well today.. i need to do some exercise.. god knows how long it has been since i last exercise.. and i don't feel motivated at all to do any drawings.. ahhh why am i such a lazy fatass?? i want improvement in my life.. which i will only can have when i'm an 'adult' .. i feel so damn useless rite now.. everybody is living the best of their lives.. and yet i only complain about mine.. i feel so bad rite now

the life of an introvert

tyl gokudera is soooooo daammmn smexyy and hot and gyaaaaaaaaaaahahaha.. the truth is, i just wanna try and upload and image here.. XD



so today i went to school as usual.. only because i had to sit for my Art exam.. which after i finish the teacher straight away gave my marks .. and i got 80%!! waa i feel very happy coz in previous exams this year, i never once got an 'A' for art and so yeah i'm very content with that~ but then i found out that i got 56% for accounts.. oh well at least i did'nt fail like i did this time. i swear when i finish my SPM i am gonna burn all of my accounts notes and exercises. i hate accounts, i hate accounts!

so during the time when i was doing my art paper 2 which was drawing and painting.. i've suddenly realised how damn LONELY i felt at school. so do u wanna kno something? in reality, i don't have any 'BEST FRIENDS' at school . maybe good ok friends but .. hmm.. somehow i just can't accept anybody rite now to be my 'best friend' . n in truth, after i finish my SPM next year, i want to forget everything there is about my secondary school life and start anew. well of course i won't demolish my memories of some of my friends like Jag, CJ, Jez, Li.. but i will want to forget about those others.. heck i don't think other people knows my EXISTENCE. or even damn care about lil ol me...coz i practically never talk at school. coz why? coz i'm shy and ugly and i just don't like to talk about unnecessary stuff.

sumtimes i feel so damn lonely when i see those people with good friends laughing out loud.. haa it sure has been a long time since i've done that.. oh wait! i have done that before .. with my sister .. yesterday.. heh..

seriously.. school is just a bore to me. there's nothing fun going on.. thats why i love it when there's holidays.. coz that mean i can stay at home and go online, do some cgs, read mangas, and of course, WATCH ANIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear anime, mangas and cgs are the saviour of my lonely boring life.. if it were'nt for them, i don't think i want to live anymore.. at school i might be a quiet boring loser, but when it comes to animangas and cgs, i can become a hyper crazy fanatic otaku who does'nt give a damn whats going on around her surroundings. n i really like my friends in DA.. coz they are soo damn nice!!! i can't believe they would even want to look at my arts and even compliment them.. omg why are you guys so damn nice?? if u'r one of my DA friends, here's a chocolate heart for u ~~~ ahahahaha


oh gwaaah this journal is by far the longest i've ever written... haaah it sure is nice to write stuff in this journal.

i can feel the love <3 ~~~~

haa.. i feel so full of love and happiness rite now..... so i've been watching Nodame Cantabile : Paris Hen, its the second season and i freaking damn love it!!! coz.. coz.. Nodame n Chiaki is in Paris now.. and u know what happens in paris... LOVE!!! they're actually becoming a real couple!! in the 4th episode, they kissed, hugged, and even held hands~ omg so sweet... gwaaah normally i don't really like pairings but for nodame and chiaki , its an exception coz they are meant for each other <3>

n i have to say that i absolutely adore the opening and ending theme of this second series.. its wonderful~ the op is called ' Sky High' by The Gospellers and the ending is by.. umm.. i forgot..heh..
uhhh i can't wait for the epi 5!!! well if i wanna kno what happens i can just read the manga, but then again i don't want any spoilers.. so yeahh i just have to wait..

n rite now i'm waiting for the Kuroshitsuji ep 1 to finish upload.. still waiting.. gawww i hate to wait .. oh well might as well finish some cg .. jaa ne!

omg its overrrr

waahh i can't believe it.. its over! the exams over!! well not really over coz i still have my art paper 1 and 2 , but thats ok coz i love to do art! so today we had physics and chemistry test.. o gawd i hentamm so many.. especially chemistry.. seriously why did i even take this damn subject?

hmm so rite now i've been sitting in front of the computer listening to some songs, then i read a manga called.. ... oh shoot i forgot the name of the title.. see how absent-minded i really am?? XD
well i really like that manga coz its really sweet.. its about a young british guy who is in a relationship with his japanese maid/servant. then i watched an ONA (original net anime) titled 'Chocolate Underground'. it was really cool and the characters are so cute. especially Mr. Blades.. kyaa he's soo damn hott..

oh rite .. i have to continue with my cg again.. oh n i won't be going to school tomorrow.. WHIPPEEE!! ahaha i'm becoming my truant self again..

exam when the fooking hell are u gonna finish

tomorrow.. i have my accounts exam. oooooo i am going to diee.. i bet 100 ringgit that ima fail this exam. uhhh,,,


so lately i've been listening to hitman reborn anime seiyuu's song n its damn freaking awesome!!! there's a lot of songs and i love em all! but the most SMEXY voice is .. dang dang dang.. is HIBARI!! omg hibari i wanna marry ur voice.. ahaha!! i like yamamoto's voice too coz it sounds so sweeet and yamamoto is such a well-rounded character.. nyaa i love him too!! but why the hell does adult lambo gets to sing so little??!! i wanna hear him more!! gawd now i wanna watch some reborn anime.. but i can't. coz why?? coz i have to study my DAMN accounts exams. TAT

after the exams finish, i'm gonna watch lots of animes.. read mangas.. do more cg.. n sleep.. ahh cepatla habis exam weyyyhhhh

i hate secondary school

denwa denwa shite ne maini chi... omg i f****ing love that song! n its called denwa shite from the anime Ah my Goddess..

omg.. i hate going to school.. because i'm tired of learning subjects like physics, chemistry and accounts.. haa.. sometimes i wish i'd change class that does'nt require u to study those subjects.. but then i'd be afraid that if i did'nt take those subjects, then my chances in getting in college would be a lot slimmer.. ahh.. for the day when i can truly learn computer graphics and animation!

haa.. rite now.. i'm already 16... girls like me usually babbles about wanting to have boyfriends, going on dates, n make up n such.. but not this missy! my ultimate dream is to become a top graphic designer, animator n illustrator! n eventually, get that treatment! oh how i wait when i can finally regain my lost confidence and lead my life with happiness again.. haa.. oh Allah.. when will that day ever come true?

darn.. i have to do my physics n chemistry hw.. kessou subjects..

i miss my photoshop @_@

babble

ahh.. sometimes i wonder why i'm taking these useless subjects like chemistry and physics.. i mean its not like it has anything to do with graphic design, which is what i'm gonna take after i finish my spm.. haahh.. i yearned for the day when i can finally learn subjects that i really want to learn.. huu.. i guess i'll just have to teach myself how to use photoshop and flash.. heh.. daijoubu! internet is ur saviour , ringo!

oh yeah.. recently, i've just bought the Bleach beat collection, which is a collection of songs sang by seiyuus of the anime, n i totally love it! the songs are very.. how to say.. creative and the beat or the music is easily remebered and very fun to hear. personally, my favourites includes

- tattos on the sky , memories in the rain ( both sang by ichigo)
- Quincy no Hokori ni Kakete, Suigintou no yoru, asthetics n identity ( ishida's song character)
- hanataro desu.. now thats a fun song!


haa.. can't wait for the stinking exam to be over.. haa i miss using photoshop..